Natural Reality

 

The seeds grew into trees

Drops of water made the seas

As days and nights did pass

The soil grew soft grass

April rain showers

Brought forth May flowers

The sun and moon dance through the skies in harmony 

While the clouds and stars create the melody

The cycle of the seasons

The answers to questions 

The stories of the universe 

Are far and diverse

Everyone has a different story to tell 

To whisper or to yell

But it's all a beautiful tale 

That will never spare any detail

We all see things differently 

But more recently 

We have different views on how we came to be

But we fail to see

It never mattered 

It never will matter 

Because we all die someday

And buried six feet under a grave 

So let us not focus on how we came to be

But why we came to be

We shouldn't focus on each other’s faults and mistakes 

Rather, the details of what makes us

Different and unique from another

All of us are different from the other

But no matter how we live 

We don't live forever.

Jayshuwa

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Hope

When all else fails,

We hold on to hope

Trusting the source

Knowing we are not alone in the universe

The universe is watching

It's listening to our silent thoughts

We are seen, we are heard

We might be alone, but we are never alone

So breathe

Hold on to hope

It doesn't get any easier,

But tomorrow will be better with hope on our side

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I'M FINE

I’m fine. This is one of the biggest lies ever. Many people say they are okay, but the truth is they are not. It is so easy to pretend and make others believe that you are perfectly fine but deep down, you're hurting. The truth is, the sadness is killing you inside and what’s worse is that it's killing you slowly. It weakens our entire system and it reflects through our eyes. We can’t deny the fact that no matter how hard we keep the sadness within ourselves it can always be recognized by those who pay attention, those who look directly into our eyes, as through the eyes, we can determine if a person is truly happy or not. But sometimes it's better to tell them you’re okay than to explain the reason why you're sad.

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Once a Friend, Now a Stranger

You are my confidant

And I am your constant

You are my cheerer

And I am your supporter

We are inseparable

We make things able

We laugh all day

We cry all night

Until one day

I thought it was just a play

You're no longer my confidant

And I'm no longer your constant

It happened so quick

We're both not prepared

We cannot stand being together

Looking away from each other

I wonder what went wrong

Why it was so easy for you to let go

Why didn't you hold on?

Why can't you tell me?

We used to be each others ally

But why did we become strangers so quickly?

Is it our choice?

Or is it directly Gods plan?

Ruin

Take heed lest you fall into the tempting hands of ruin she sighs, gives a shrilling cry of longing and abuse Drawn to her promised twists you seek the need that she can give you smile, drunk in lust dreaming that you have won Trapped in her piercing warmth you huff and puff to wrench free a victory, we rejoice when you do but pieces of you stay, bleeding and torn Lost in the strength of spirits and wines you yearn and yearn to feel divine sad mournful pieces come away as you welcome her embrace, yet again.

Anxiety

I feel like I am not real

I cannot heal

I try to hold everything back

But all the things I lack

Add to the weight on my chest 

Making me unable to rest

So I cannot breathe while I cry

How am I even getting by?

I lie in bed for hours before I can rest peacefully

How can I change me

To make myself better

Before I write my last letter? 

I crack under the pressure until I break

Am I even awake? 

Everything feels like a bad dream 

But I cannot wake up and scream 

I'm so afraid of me

I can't see clearly 

I can barely stand 

Because I don't like who I am

I don't know why I'm unable to change 

It seems so strange 

Everyone else can change. 

So why do I stay the same?

Inspiration comes when you not looking

I gave away my curiosity; trusted your stick was leading me right.
Void of any sense of will or desire.
My every thought was the smallest measure of time;
always hours behind reality.
Escalators were taking me to last floor of my deepest thoughts i guess.
But i gave away control, didn't I?
What did i expect to find?
Figured if i can't stand in the truth of faith, i drift in the error of facts.
So I quit dressing myself ever since you showed me the right pants.
With a frozen account, I sure can't shop around.
Regardless! I'm willing to stay out of fashion on your account.

I can't imagine how much weight I lost just by jumping into conclusions;
Only to discover what l thought were prerequisites were just rewards.
Why was I busy hammering when I didn't know the shape you had designed?
You were always there making sure the right heaven match-sticks.
So I will trust you for a spark no matter how long it takes for a burn.
For now let the thought of tomorrow's heat melt the little ice that remains between you and me.
And when I'm out of inspiration; I will just stop looking.
The only difference is this time you are my eyes;
that's why I'm confident of the walk

_Jayshuwa_

Le chaos

For as long as I can remember, 

I never knew how to handle my emotions

Whenever things didnt work my way, 

I've always been the first to push the blame

Because i've never seen my inner-self through a mirror

Reflecting a despicable person

Not quite like the yellow, cylindrical minions from "Despicable Me"

I wasn't cute, able to sing nor any of their positive traits

And despite all that,

I was able to feel your genuine love

I knew we wouldn't last forever

And despite priming myself for this day

It breaks my heart still,

Thinking how I used to be yours

But now it all just seems so long ago

Like humans' fueled fascination over Lost Atlantis

I still recall that day,

You left me with an open door

Yet I still feel 

Imprisoned with no key to escape

The all-consuming depths of my aloneness

Is now my only company

As I wait solemnly for the day

I hear from you again

And I hope,

Maybe one day, we'll be better versions

Maybe one day I will be able to look at you, 

Without feeling pain

Maybe one day you'll see my worth

Maybe one day you'll see i've always been there for you

But until then,

I am your mess and you are my chaos!