Toxic to my heart

I thought i was ready to love another girl, but kissing her just didnt feel right.
She was beautiful, but she's not you, I just realized that tonight.
When will i get you out of my head, when will i stop bringing your memories to bed.
I really tried to move on, without you.
When my lips touched hers, i felt like i was being untrue.
But we broke up last year, so why does your memories still appear?

When I saw you down the street the other day.
My lips moved but i didn't know what to say.
Your still beautiful, but your toxic to my heart.
You will keep hurting me until you tear me apart.
What did i do to deserve this kind of love.
I think you broke my heart enough.

The other girl still talks to me, but for some reason i dont feel like i am free.
Your memories keep taunting me.
The other girl has a kind heart, not like yours that tore me apart.
She's been broken before, she knows what it feels like to be hurt.
She's kind, she's friendly, I know she likes me because she flirts.
But i won't go with her unless i get you out of my mind.
I'm not gonna be like you, unkind.
I've got to get you out of my mind.

I WISH

I wish I could terrifically write about you
Like how I've fallen over heels in love with you
Like how my pulses skips beat each time I see you
But this I know that you're indescribable

I wish I could brutally destroy my ego
And tell you everything that my heart whispers
And tell you how everytime I sit near you I live anew
But words just don't flow out in your presence

I wish I could invite you in my small aweful world
Of where I scribble words in your profound beauty
Of where the spilt ink craves to etch your name
But they merely remains a wish among many wishes

I wish I could tell the stars and the moon
To glow for you every single night
To blow you warm kisses in the evening
But this I know that you're the Stardust that shines the brightest

I wish and only wish