Questions

I always have these tears to cry,
and I'm left with all these wondering questions of why?
Why can't we seem to get over the past,
and come together and be a whole at last?
Why won't you at least try to believe what I say,
instead of just pushing me away?
Why do I keep putting myself out there,
and you don't even seem to care?
I have these emotions I wish you would see,
so I wouldn't be left with the questions of,
"will he or won't he?"
Will he ever love me like he used to,
and give me the things I once knew?
Won't he see,
I feel I don't know him anymore,
and let himself go back to how he was before?
Will I still hurt when I heal,
or will he finally let me feel?
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Because Of You Sleep strays

I don't go to sleep at night
because you haunt my dreams
and waking up to find you're not here
is harder than it seems
See I'd rather stay awake at night
because one thing I know is true
that without my dreams of us
I'll never be with you
So I don't close my eyes at night
and I don't go to sleep
because if I do
I'd have to admit defeat
So why don't you try living
where you can't face your dreams
where every minute gets harder
well that's the way it feels
and it's not that I can't sleep
because that I can do
but if I close my eyes at night
then I am with you
and you may think that's what I want
and to point you would be true
but the reason I don't sleep at night
is all down to you
I'd happily dream about you all day long
Because in my dreams you care
It's the waking up without you
That I cannot bear.

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Trying So Hard

I tried so hard.
I tried my best.
I gave you my all,
and now there's nothing left.

You stole my heart,
then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart,
and don't know what to do.

Divided by decisions,
burned by the fire.
Confused by your words.
Tempted by desire.

I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.

Blinded by fear.
Drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free.
Looking for a way out.

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